My Self

I am ayush haldankar surname is kind of weird because i am from goa and here people's sirname is kind of weird ok anyways so i am currently pursuing bachelor's degree in cs because  of my clear goal ofdoing something so i can help people in need and also be independent and  do things on my own without relying on others.  codding is competitive now and in addition i have disorders. i know it is very difficult to survive in academics. When i was small i was very intelligent my mom used to say but when i grow up my acadamic performance started decreasing i didn't know how but i used to think i am dump but thats not the case when i reach in collage i discovered something that i have disorders which makes me very distractive impacting my acadamic growth but i notice something that any subject or anything that interests me i was very good at it like music writing songs and codding  i was not dump the thing was thoes things never intrests me because an person with disorders need dopamine everytime which subject like math,chemistry  i was very weak but at music editing etc i was hyperfocoused 

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